Today is the feast of St. Thomas.
He was Jewish and one of the twelve apostles which Our Lord had chosen to build His Church. After Our Lord ascended into heaven, it is believed Thomas went to India to preach the Gospel. In Malabar, Christians today, still call themselves “Christians of St. Thomas”.
Jesus told His apostles He was going to return to Judea to visit His sick friend Lazarus. Some of His disciples tried to convince Jesus not to go and said, “with the Jews only recently trying to stone you, you are going back there again?”
Despite this opposition, Thomas exhorted the other Apostles to go with Jesus on His trip He said, “Let us go along, to die with Him.” Thomas believed Jesus was the Messiah and was willing to die with Our Lord.
At the Last Supper, when Jesus told His apostles He was going to prepare a place for them, it was Thomas who wanted to continue to follow Jesus and so said, “Lord, we do not know the where you are going. How can we know the way?” And because of Thomas’ sincere desire to follow, and thinking Jesus was referring to an earthly place, Our Blessed Lord states the beautiful phrase, “I am the way, the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father, but through me.”
But St. Thomas is best known for his role in verifying the Resurrection of Jesus. On the day of the Resurrection, when Jesus appeared to the apostles in the upper room, by divine providence, Thomas was not there. After Jesus had left and when Thomas returned, the apostles told him that they had seen the Lord. But Thomas did not believe them and ever since had been called “doubting Thomas”. Despite this title given to Thomas, Pope St. Gregory the Great said, “his disbelief has done more for our faith than the faith of the other disciples.”
Thomas had said, “I will never believe it without putting my finger in the nail marks and my hand into His side”
But a week later, when the disciples were all gathered once again in the upper room, including Thomas, Jesus appeared and said to Thomas, “Take your finger and examine my hands. Put your hand into my side. Do not persist in your unbelief, but believe.”
Our Lord offered His side for the disbelieving disciple to touch, held out His hands, and showing the scars of His wounds, healed the wound of his disbelief.
And it was here that Thomas does something the other disciples did not, he cried out, “My Lord and my God!” Seeing he believed; and looking at one who was true man, he cried out that this was God, the God he could not see.
Today, many Christians repeat these words especially when the Sacred Host is elevated above the altar at the consecration.
Jesus said, “Blest are they who have not seen and have believed.” In the Sacred Host, we do not see Jesus, we do not see God, but by faith we believe.
Today, during the consecration, when the Host is elevated above the altar, in the silence of our heart, let us use the words of St. Thomas and cry out, “My Lord and My God!”
In Butler’s Lives of the Saints, it states, “By his ignorance, he instructed, and by his incredulity, he has served for the faith of all ages.”
St. Thomas is not only a witness to the Resurrection of Jesus, but also of the Assumption of Mary. There is a tradition, which comes from St. John Damascus, who said, that the emperor Marcian wanted the body of the Mother of God, but that St. Juveneal, bishop of Jerusalem, at the Council of Chalcedon, in 451 said, Mary died in the presence of the Apostles, but that Her tomb, when opened at the request of St. Thomas was empty and so the Apostles concluded that Mary’s body was taken up into heaven.
Thomas was speared to death and so died shedding his blood for Jesus. Today, let us turn to St. Thomas and ask him to help us to believe as he believed, when he touched the side of Jesus, and when the Host is elevated above the altar, let us cry out, “My Lord and my God!”
