On
Good Friday,
we do not have Mass. Rather, the
Passion of Jesus
is proclaimed,
we
venerate
the Cross and receive
Holy Communion.
The
bread and wine are not changed into the body and blood of Jesus; the
sacrifice of Calvary does not become present on the altar. The Church
wants us to know, if it wasn't for the suffering and death of Jesus,
we
would
not have Mass. But, the Church does not deprive us of Holy Communion.
Due
to her sufferings, St.
Anna Schäffer couldn't
attend Mass.
But,
a priest gave her Holy
Communion
daily.
She received the stigmata and shared in the Passion of Jesus.
Anna
Schäffer was born February 18, 1882, in Mindelstetten in Bavaria
(Germany). Her family
was poor.
After
her father died at age 40,
she
dropped out of school at 14 and worked as a maid to help her family.
She
had
hoped
to enter a religious order, but
had to help provide for her family.
At
age 11, she received her first Holy Communion, telling Our Lord, “Do
with me as you want … if you will it, my Jesus, let me become an
expiatory sacrifice to atone for all dishonor and all offenses that
are committed against you.”
At
age 16, Anna had a disturbing vision. She
had a vision of Mary, who was carrying a rosary. She told Anna the
importance of praying it,
and warned her she would have much suffering in life.
She was so upset by it that she left her
workplace
and couldn’t be convinced
to go back.
She
was terrified and probably confused as to why she should suffer. She
and her family were already suffering due to their poverty. Why more?
It
is a mystery why some suffer more than others. I have been relatively
healthy and comfortable. Most people don't outwardly show their
suffering. We just don’t know what other people are going through,
do we?
On
February 4, 1901, Anna
had an
accident
while working at her job. She and another employee were washing
linens which was done with boiling water in a large kettle. When the
stove pipe came loose, Anna climbed up and stood on the edge of the
kettle to reattach the stove pipe. She slipped and fell in
boiling
water, scalding her legs.
She
was taken to the hospital, but there was little hope of helping her.
Everything the doctors tried only seemed to make things worse. They
didn't know if she would survive. After three months, more than 30
operations and many failed skin grafts, Anna’s doctors released her
to the care of her mother. She was bedridden and in great pain.
Anna’s
life looked bleak. Her dream of becoming a religious sister was gone.
She was in constant pain and would be confined to her bed for the
remainder of her life.
The
devastation and despair would be crushing. Anna struggled with her
fate for about two years, fighting depression and perhaps feeling
angry about the accident.
Thankfully,
Anna eventually found her strength in the Eucharist and in the Sacred
Heart of Jesus. She often couldn’t sleep, which led her into deep
prayer to
Jesus and
in devotion to Mary. Because
of her sufferings, she could not attend Mass, so, an
abbot brought her the Eucharist daily. It sustained her in her
suffering, and she wrote a moving description of how it fed her:
“I
cannot write by pen how happy I am every time after Holy Communion.
Ah, I forget my earthly suffering and the longing of my poor soul
draws me every moment to adore my God and Savior hidden in the
Blessed Sacrament!”
The
gift of the Eucharist sustained Anna and can sustain us in our
struggles in life. We shouldn’t underestimate the power of the
Lord’s body and blood to lift us up and strengthen us for our
journey, whatever the journey is.
Now
that Anna had accepted and abandoned herself to her suffering, she
focused her energy on three things she felt were her keys to entering
heaven: her suffering, her writing and her ability to knit clothes
for friends. Many people came to visit her for comforting words and
to ask for her prayers, which she always gave. She became well known
for her patience and kindness, especially in the face of her
situation.
In
October of 1910, Anna had another vision of Jesus. In this vision, he
told her she would feel the pains of his passion in atonement for
sins
against the Eucharist.
When she took Communion
that day, she was touched by five rays of fire on her hands, feet and
heart. The stigmata lasted the remainder of her life causing her pain
in those areas, especially on Thursdays and Fridays, Sundays and
feast days.
Anna
wanted nothing more than to emulate the suffering of her Lord,
accepting it patiently and without rebellion. She united her
suffering to His, rather than fighting against it. This unification
of her suffering to Jesus's suffering made her prayers for others all
the more powerful.
We
have all heard that the best way to handle suffering is to offer it
to God as atonement for our sins and the sins of the world. We are to
use it to be fruitful for the greater good.
That’s
a difficult ask. Anna prayed constantly for the strength and grace to
bear it. We must as well.
When
faced with suffering, the best we can do is pray for God’s graces
and ask him to help us offer it up. Anna couldn’t do it alone and
neither can we. Even if your suffering is internal, it’s a burden
that is crying out for the Lord’s help. Don’t turn away from
Jesus despair. Rather, give it to Him. Let Him carry you.
In
1925, Anna learned she had colon cancer
which
eventually
caused paralysis
of her spine. She died October 5 of that year only minutes after
receiving the Eucharist. Her
last word were,
"Jesus, I live for you." A
few years after her death, over 15,000 miracles have been attributed
to her intercession.
St.
Anna Schäffer was beatified March 7, 1999, by Pope John Paul II and
canonized October 21, 2012, by Pope Benedict XVI. Her feast day is
October 5. She
is a patron saint of disabled and bedridden people and accident
victims.
Pope
John Paul II had moving words about her during her beatification:
“If
we look to Blessed Anna Schäffer, we read in her life a living
commentary on what Saint Paul wrote to the Romans: ‘Hope does not
disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out into our
hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us’ (Rom.
5:5). She most certainly was not spared the struggle to abandon
herself to the will of God. But she was given to grow in the correct
understanding that weakness and suffering are the pages on which God
writes His Gospel…Her sickbed became the cradle of an apostolate
that extended to the whole world.”
On
this Good Friday, let us thank Jesus for His suffering and death and
permitting us to share in His suffering. Let us also thank Him for
the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, whereby we receive Holy Communion to
give us strength to endure our sufferings of life.
St.
Anna Schäffer, pray for us in, our sufferings and help us to love
Jesus in the Eucharist, as you loved Him!